I feel out of place and like a jerk for not keeping people up to date better on my life, but I've come to learn that not everyone needs to know most of the details of my life. Who said all of your friends should know everything about you at any given time? No one, but I put that burden on myself and I want out of that.
I have only to graduate and then I'll be heading out to either Virginia or some other place unknown. It is exciting, but I am having a hard time concentrating on what I'm here in classes right now for. I get this idea that since every senior I've ever talked to says that they just want to have fun this last semester and so they just don't care as much about their classes, that I should give into that, too.
I don't agree with that, because so far it has only stressed me out more. I am here to learn, but I still don't understand where having fun comes into the picture when my major is looked upon as something to loath. I don't hate Math, it's just that I don't love it. Which aggravates me because I've been spending 4 years learning this subject. So was the time wasted? I don't think God wastes anything, but it's so hard for me to see that right now. How does God do it, or is it true that He doesn't let anything I do go to waste?
Sunday, March 7, 2010
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